April 19, 2015

Ketidak-tenang.

Petikan dari Surah Al-Baqarah

 Sometimes my weakness make me feel like damn loser. 
Seakan satu tahap--
hilang fokus.
termenung.
Empty.
Crying for no reason. 
Feel tired. really tired. 
And that time, I should close my eyes. 
Sleep without any bad dream. 

And sometimes, I keep denying the fact. Like rather than I express the true feeling. 
I miss the moment. That moment.  The best moment. 
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When I'm feeling depressed--
aku mendial, padam, menaip, padam. 
Menulis, padam, buat ayat, delete balik.
Hearing the sound that say " you're stupid" 

Sebenarnya----
Aku hanya nak dipeluk. Dibelai sambil aku hanya menangis. 
Tanpa ada pertanyaan, " why?"
Bila satu tahap, kepuasan tu datang.
Aku berhenti. 

Allah maha besar. Dia lebih mengetahui. 
Jadi aku tak rasa aku perlu org lain tahu. 
The secret is still become secret for me.
No body. No one. 
Just Allah & me.
It's so stressful for me & this stress make me down.
You know, when the feeling like ignorance. And no one asking you and calm you down,

Feeling like you need someone lead you. 
and the person that you expect to leading is not there. 
Frustrated.
Just Allah. HE knows everything about you. Even sometimes we tend to forget HIM. 
Allah always with us. You. Me. 
Thanks Allah. 

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