January 05, 2015

Not what I want

"This is NOT what I want." 
Bila tukar penempatan tukar udara tukar routine harian akan menjadi janggal bila ianya tak seperti apa yg diharapkan.  Yes, you should try to fix back to normal. But is not too easy, dude. 

Many thing, many rules and lots of step we need to through it. 
Faced something that we don't ever think you need to. 
Its gettin harder--
harder--
and you can lose--
drown in stressful mind.

Tapi bila dilanda situation macamgini.
Don't run. Keep standing. 
Ayat kursi. Mainkan dibibir. Biar lekat dihati. 
Biar emosi ditenangkan dengan bait-bait ayat yg Allah berikan utk pendinding kita.
Biarpun seteruk mana keadaannya. 
Biar hampa mana rasanya
Biar remuk mana kepingan hati kita.

Lapangkan dengan membaca ayat kursi.
Lapangkan minda dengan Al-Fatihah. 

Allah ada dengan kita. Dia dekat. Sebelah saja. Percayakan itu. 
Dia sedang peluk kita. Kalau kita bersihkan hati kita.
Dia tahu dimana kemampuan kita. Cuma kita mengalah terlalu awal.

Berharaplah sebaikmana kita boleh. 

Where I am today... I still have my ups and downs, but I take it one day at a time and I just hope that I can be the best that I can possibly be, not only for myself, but also young people that are out there today that need someone to look up to.

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